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oh my god

abt yesterday's class gathering

i shall blog some points 1st.
lots to say
pic to post

i made a big mistake
and
i shall remember.


i P U S H E D mun yee mun into da pool
OMG
she doesnt noe how to swim
she was anxious + terrified
she was shivering
she scared

and

luckily i din turn away
she fell into pool
i pulled her up
she was soaked wet
and halo
the feeling wasnt ever good or comfortable

so never ever do so
unless ur fren noe how to swim or anything

the whole class was like saying

''oh she should hav push her down into the swimming de lo''
''oh my who who who, fell into da pool???''
''yer why like dis wan"
"OH MY GOD"

*staring at me red face + embarassed + guilty me
*pointing at me
*whispering abt me (hello im still there and i can hear)

sigh sigh sigh

i wanna post here or announce to yee mun.

i SO SO SO sorry, and im serious to apologize!!!!


i din mean to push
but
i really did push u

so pls blame me
im sorry

im feeling so bad
so many guilts
sigh

im so so so idiotic and stupid.

sorry girl
sorry classmate
sorry fren

im so sorry

i owe u girl


u see
me always create trouble
and
make mistakes
sigh

so sad and dissapointed
u noe??

haih

sien la my life always like dis.
so shit

i wanna start all over again
i wanna wake up
i wanna believe everything will be ok

but

will it be?

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