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Hi there. Im Amelia. 17 goin on 18 this year. November girl. i love to talk ♥ play ♥ laugh ♥ i cherish my life and enjoy every moment i spent now.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008
so close yet so far

another moody day for me.

how can i get better.

in school i hav been trying so hard to telling myself to

''hear noe evil see noe evil''

seems i failed.

sigh

i get really frustrated at times.
and i am

sigh again.

went for tuition today
papa was kind enough to offer his ride and fetch

my niece and me and my zeh

how come i feel so far away fr them
i duno.

those feeling came back
am i juz too sensitive or i juz suck my life out!!

i dunno.
actually did whole week oso very down and hectic

tmr goin out after school
lots of work to be done then

i cant force or mind myself into books
would anyone self-offer to bring my soul back to the LOVELY BOOKS???

but.
am i normal
sometimes i do wonder why i have been isolated and forgotten by everyone.
i wonder and i noe
i noe and i accept
i accept and i digest

conclusion

amelia's mistake

sokay. go on hating me
if u all feeling better.
im a nobody.
still i might leave to a quite world were are all parted away.
maybe maybe
i dunno

but....
who can tell tomorrow rite?

i want to be weak
but i noe i cant
i want to be egoistic
and i noe i cant

i don wanna part fr u both
my family



ending up with a down down mood

today's bro's 14th birthday. me the stingy one din get him anything.